Day 46

Total Calories: 1990
Weight: 143

Reflection
Man I have a problem. I can't decide if its that I'm too obsessed with analyzing all this nutrition stuff or if I'm not following through with anything. Am I not? I just want to be happy and healthy. I really don't get it from P90X. I just hate it. I want to do things that I like! So I went on a walk today. Then after I washed a car.

But my hardest part is the stupid calories. I just want so badly to eat on my calorie mark. But right at that 11th hour (literally, right at around 11pm) I cannot stop myself from eating. I drink water and try to suppress it, but I just need it!

Well just have to see where I'm at by Sunday, I'll be fasting all day that day. Hopefully I will see a difference. Then!




Calories
cornbread 450
pasta 600
Cereal 250
Mac and Cheese 540
Toast 150
TOTAL: 1990

Exercise
Hike 450